If you are in need of a blessing open up your eyes and read the Bible. Open up you heart because God wants to show you true love. Open up your mind so God can show you, your true purpose.On your journey in Christ always remember this statement ,"God will not bless a man or woman with a close mind, heart or door, so open yourself up to him". You say you are waiting on God for an answer, well I think not because , God our Father in Heaven is waiting on you.
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